Thursday, March 30, 2006

Gotta start somewhere eh?

Gotta start somewhere eh? Well lets start with this, I’m 27 and a single working girl.. Struggling to define my place in this world. If it’s not to give love to a spouce or a child, I’ll have to give it to myself. So that it can radiate from me outwards. Sounds slightly hokey , but it makes sense to me. I’ve met people who have lived like this and I find myself attracted almost magnetically to them. So instead of trying to find excuses to always be around them, I’ve decided to become them myself.
I’ve lived most of my life under the umbrella of the church, which has prevented me from objectively looking at anything. And I’ve spent most of my adult life in pretty serious relationships, which gave me little room to explore who I am and what I want. So this is the season of my life to do some exploring. And this blog will serve to record what has changed in me.